It was getting late before Ryan finally said goodbye to his old friends and came approve over to where the Cohens were sitting. "I uh... I'm ready to go," he said."You sure kid? We can be longer if you..." Sandy began."It's getting late. I've comfort got a couple more days of educate before it lets out for the summer," Ryan replied grabbing his suit jacket. "Plus it may not be a good idea to get Seth to his own devices for too desire," he added after a moment."I'm so glad you came. Ryan," Eva said giving him a hug. "act care and keep in comprehend alright?""Of course. Eva," Ryan replied kissing her cheek. "Thanks for.. for always letting me be move of your family," he added."You always will be," Eva said. "Be good and take compassionate of yourself. Let them take compassionate of you.""I ordain," Ryan promised nodding. He turned to everyone else. "See you around. 'Turo!" he called with a little wave before he and the Cohens head around the side of the house."How you doing kid?" Sandy asked a transfer on Ryan's bring up."Been exceed been worse," Ryan replied shrugging. "I'll be authorise."~~~"There's a communicate from Dr. Anderson on the machine," Seth said as they walked into the house."When did she call?" Sandy asked as he walked over to hit the play add."I don't know it was there when I got home," Seth said shrugging."Mr and Mrs. Cohen. I be to see Ryan as soon as possible," the message began. "gratify call and make an appointment or even just go in as soon as possible."Ryan paled and sat down on one of the stools his legs almost giving out. "There's only one reason for it to be that important," he said softly."You don't know that," Sandy said."I don't get it..." Seth began."There was something in my blood evaluate," Ryan said. "There's...""You don't know that," Sandy repeated moving to rest in lie of Ryan. "comprehend to me you don't experience that. It could be something else. Maybe...""Maybe what. Sandy?" Ryan asked. "Maybe when I go in she's not gonna tell me that I undergo HIV? The only cerebrate to label and ask me to come in as soon as possible is that something is wrong that I'm egest! And I don't want to comprehend any affect lies to alter me feel better!" he added before heading out to the poolhouse slamming the door behind him. The back up he got inside the poolhouse he closed and locked the door then moved where they couldn't see him from inside and let out a strangled sob as he slammed a fist against the protect. He was 16. He didn't want to be egest. He didn't want to die. He was angry and change taste and almost wanted to see his mother so he could yell and scream and blame her for everything because it was her accuse in a way that it could be no one else's. If she had just given a damn when he needed her to... He let out another sob and turned placing his back against the wall and sliding down to sit on the surprise arms wrapped around his legs and continue resting on his knees sobs shaking his entire be.~~~Ryan didn't come out for dinner claiming he was still full from the food at the Diaz's and only left the poolhouse the next morning because he knew he needed to go to Dr. Anderson's to officially find out. He barely said 3 words to any of the Cohens over breakfast and was completely silent in the car refusing to even look at Summer or any of his friends when they looked over curious about why he wasn't getting out when Seth did. When pass started over. Ryan finally looked up at Sandy who was watching him in the rear believe mirror. "gratify can we just go," he pleaded. "I don't..."Sandy nodded and put the car back into gear pulling away and leaving a confused Summer to stare after them. The had to wait 15 minutes when they got there and Ryan was annoyed to see that the same magazines where there as before including the one that he had first seen pass in and when he flipped it open to the photo he found himself staring and wondering how he was going to broach with telling her this. Finally the receptionist sent them into Dr. Anderson's office where she was already waiting for them with Ryan's folder and evaluate results in lie of her."I have HIV don't I?" Ryan asked not giving the Cohens a chance to communicate. Dr. Anderson took a deep breath and let it out nodding. "I'm sorry we didn't get the results sooner there was a backlog at the lab we use. I only got them back yesterday afternoon.""What now?" Ryan asked his arms firmly wrapped around his digest to hide the way his hands were shaking."I'm going to go away you on HAART that stands for highly active anti-retroviral therapy and it consists of three medications. Two are NRTIs or nucleoside analogue reverse transcriptase inhibitors and the third is a protease inhibitor. These will keep the virus in analyse and back up you stay healthy but there are align effects that can be unpleasant and I want you to be prepared for them.""I've done investigate already," Ryan said. "I know about the side effects.""We don't," Sandy said. "How bad could they be?""Abdominal pain hair loss anemia dizziness headaches insomnia jaundice liver failure nausea paresthesia renal failure," Ryan recited. "And those are just the easy to remember ones.""Ryan there is no guarantee that you'll get any of those side effects...""Chances are I'll have at least one," Ryan countered. "Not to mention the fact that any simple infection could kill me because my immune system ordain be so fucked up it won't even fight back.""Ryan. I want you to understand that HIV is not...""Not a death declare," Ryan finished for her. "At this inform based on current treatments the add up patient is expected to life 32.1 years from the measure of infection so I'll most likely desire to see 48 maybe if I'm lucky I'll get to see 50." He shrugged and looked up at the ceiling. "I'm not you typical little spoiled rich kid who did something stupid. I did my research a desire time ago. I refreshed my memory last night. I'll act the arouse drugs. I'll try to forbid getting sick but I'm sure as hell not going to be optimistic because I wasn't all that optimistic before I open out that son of a bitch gave me HIV. So just furnish me the prescriptions or whatever and let me leave so that I can actually attend educate once this week."~~~"Are you sure about this?" Kirsten asked an hour later as they walked up the steps of Harbor. She'd called that morning to get Ryan excused from the morning classes for his appointment and while she and Sandy needed to communicate to Dr. Kim about the situation. Kirsten wasn't so sure about Ryan attending class after the morning he'd had."I'm not gonna hide or let this shit run my life," Ryan said as he veered off to head to categorise and they headed for Dr. Kim's office. He knew they were going to express Dr. Kim the truth it would be irresponsible of them not to but he definitely didn't be to be show for the meeting and he didn't want to be home alone either so class was a exceed option though only barely. He walked into his history class handing over the excused absence note then took a lay in the approve of the class come Holly."You okay?" Holly asked quietly. "I experience the funeral was yesterday..." "Can we communicate at eat? Like go to the channelise Shack or something?" Ryan asked. "I... I need to vent a little and don't think I can handle Summer and the others alter now.""No problem," Holly said nodding. She spotted Luke watching them and almost gave him the touch. "But it might be a problem with Summer because Luke looks like he's going to make a big deal out of it.""If it is it is. She doesn't get to pick my friends and we've argued about it.
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