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"Memory Lane" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2008-11-23 12:43:22

I envy those of you who have had digital cameras for years because you probably have all of your pictures on disc or on file in your computer. Not me. I only got my digital camera a year or two ago. This picture of John and I was taken probably about 7 years ago by a friend of mine in my hometown at her daughter's birthday party and I had to take a picture of it to get it on the computer! It is my favorite picture because1. This is how I think I still look in my head (which is why I still do a double take in the mirror or whenever I see the pictures I just took...),2. It was a spontaneous shot. We were actually sitting like that when Lori said something and we looked and she snapped,3. John has his "real" smile on. I don't understand it he smiles hundreds of times a day probably - but stick a camera in his face and he can't remember how to do it. So most of my pictures of him look like someone else. And finally. 4 it was taken at such a happy time in my life. I am still happy but that was a different kind of happy - like childhood happy looking back. Things had been pretty easy to that point and we were still at home and surrounded by childhood friends and family. Now we are happy in a deeper more settled way. Anyway that is my favorite picture of us and since I've had requests for pictures of John. I figured I might as well post the best one I had! That picture was taken with black and white film actually (that was "back in the days..."). John pretty much still looks the same - only grayer and a little older.. and many days a lot tireder. Like me. And we've spread. (John's "spread" look a LOT better than MY "spread," though.. it's so not fair.) Even our faces have spread. Which is why I don't recognize myself anymore but lets not talk about that. ;) I think we have officially moved into our "middle aged bodies." But I figure it's only downhill from here so I'm enjoying what I've got at the moment ha ha!Last night was one of those happy nights. It's getting dark earlier of course and the kids were tired so we lit some candles had early baths put on pj's and made dinner. It was good we ate together then I made hot cocoa. (by the way check out the sidebar for the recipe... Beck said it was "," so I tried it. Yeah it's the best cup of hot cocoa I've ever had too. But you have to check out the link provided to fully enjoy it - and then you have to use "Carnation" brand.. go read and you'll understand!)Everyone was happy and relaxed. Later on I was headed out to run one last quick errand of the day while John tucked everyone in. That old Shania Twain song came on the radio and it made me smile... "Looks like we've made it,Look how far we've come my baby,I'm glad we didn't listen,Look at what we would be missin',They said. 'I bet they'll never make it,'But just look at us holdin' on,We're still together still goin' strong. You're still the one.." John and I married very young. I was only 20 and still in college. He was just beginning law school. Some people counseled us to wait until he was done but we couldn't imagine waiting that long. I just wanted to be there when he came home at night. I wanted to cook for him and know where he was and go to bed at the same time under the same covers. So we married in the middle of a flurry of summer weddings at my church! I was either a bridesmaid or a bride for weeks on end. We rented a tiny little condo where we were either freezing or burning up for a year until we found a better one. John's parents helped with his education by paying the rent on the condo and I got a grant to finish school because we were so poor! John took out 2 loans for law school and we used every penny of them. As it turned out however we only had to pay back a fraction of it because as Providence would have it one of the loans was forgiven when he went into law enforcement (he was a prosecutor for roughly 10 years). So we laugh about our "free education!" Good anecdote bad reality. Financial stress is NOT fun and it's tough on a young marriage. We walked away from those first few years with quite a bit of credit card debt that took us years to pay off. Thank God for Mom who lived nearby and fed us several times a week and even brought groceries by unplanned and unasked for. At John's graduation. I was barely pregnant and nauseous our one car had died and our lease was up. We had no money left so John's parents gave him $1,000 for Father's Day for a down payment on 2 cars. But - we were still happy to be having this baby and we decided to look at her as a promise not a reason to fear. If God made her. He would provide for her. And He did. John stepped out of his internship into a paying job in the same office. Someone quit just in time for John to step in! There were 3 students interning and the staff took a vote - who should they hire? It was John and we were so grateful! Thus began an 8 year relationship that we'll always look back at with fond memories. Those were great friendships we made there and John built quite a reputation in that town for his prosecutorial skills over time. When he goes back now he's hailed as a celebrity - we left on a high note! :) It's good for his ego! The stories get bigger and more legendary the longer we're gone.. it's funny. Then came Courtney then we bought our first house thanks to my mom and dad who gave us a small down payment. (WHERE WOULD WE BE WITHOUT OUR PARENTS? IN THE HOMELESS SHELTER???) Then came Claire. Fast forward 4 years and we found ourselves here pregnant once again with our last a boy. Fast forward 2 more years and we found ourselves HAPPY to be here. As Sarah put it so well today,Suddenly. I'm middle aged and the kids are half grown. John has some seriously graying hair. I'm 10 pounds heavier and we find ourselves mellowing a lot. Middle age is a comfortable place to be as far as I'm concerned. I have loved my thirties. There is a lot more in between those lines I just wrote.. but maybe another time. I'm so happy to see a picture of your sweet husband. It was so neat to hear "stories of old ". and to look back on then and now. You looked great then and you look even happier now !! Enjoy where you are now !! Thanks for the great post !! How I wish that you and I could get a cup of tea together. Maybe sit by the fire and share more of our stories. I know it would mostly be me listening to you trying to glean as much of your wisdom as I could!The picture of you and John is great. Although it's funny... I looked for the picture that you used to have up so I could see if you really DO look different but you changed that one too. :) Maybe it's good that we see you as you remember yourself to be?I really enjoy it when you tell your story. You've come a long way and learned a lot. It's an inspiration. I'm happy to hear that you are happy to be where you're at now. I know that you said it was rough at first. But now you're a 'more settled in' happy. That's wonderful. :) Thanks for sharing. You have such a way with words. I love that you keep journals. I have tried just keeping tidbits but to be honest. I do well to just survive. I cannot keep plants and barely pets we currently have neither. But I LOVE my children fiercely and will go to the ends of the earth for them. Seems you would,too. Keep on sharing you encourage us all! Renee,I DID change my picture and YES. I thought. "since this is how I feel this is what I'm putting out there! :)But if I ever do end up with a great picture of my present self. I'll be sure to put it up. Maybe I should put the other one back up too... I'm happy to be where I am. I really like being 36 so don't get me wrong. I do NOT want to be 26 again. I just like that picture. :) What a sweet post. I love the picture and hearing the story of your early life. I too married at 20. Bob was 22. We thought we were so mature and ready for the world. Now I look at my kids (24,21,19) and think how young we were. God has truly been with us and with you two for these years! I loved the journey back in time----a feeling of getting to know more of you. I love the short hair too. I am partial to short hair. Mine is at the longest it's ever been. Great picture too. :) I have lots from mine and Brett's dating days that I treasure. :) I LOVED loved loved this post! I am so far behind in commenting on blogs but I just had to come and comment on this post!What a great story. What great memories to share with your children and it's so neat to see how God provided everything you needed but let you struggle too so that He could be glorified. SO cool. Thanks for sharing this. I loved reading it! I loved reading your story. Dave and I were both 21 when we got married. I thought we were old - hah! I see people with babies now and I think. "they're not old enough to have kids" and then I realize they're in their mid to late 20's. Oops Maybe I'm older than I think I am!? Hi Jennifer. I have been out of town and am just now catching up on your last few posts. This was a great post. I remember John describing how the student loans were forgiven one Sunday in Sunday school and that story is something that has been a source of inspiration for us ever since. About six months ago we were going through a difficult time and I told Mike. "remember the time that John and Jennifer fasted and prayed and..." Please keep relating those experiences of God's faithfulness -- you never know what kind of impact it has on someone else. Take care. Christy Christy,It means a lot for me to receive a comment from someone who was actually there when these events occurred - and even farther back than that! Your words are a tremendous encouragement to me today. Thank you for taking the time to write. Jen I'm Jennifer. I'm a daughter of grace living out my childhood dreams married to John my Prince Charming who swept me off my feet 18 years ago. I'm a SAHM to our children. Courtney (13). Claire(10) and Jack (5). I enjoy homeschooling them and we stay busy having fun with dance lessons ball practices and church activities. Together we have made a happy ordinary kind of life that is something to be truly grateful for. I hope one day my children will find in these "pages" a real woman with real struggles and real happiness along with the things God had for me to learn. I hope they will also discover those many places where I found God's grace all along the way! I hope they and anyone who reads will find truth encouragement freedom and certainly grace in my life and words. In the real world sometimes these things come easily and sometimes they come with difficulty. Wherever THEIR journeys take THEM. I hope that I can offer some real and solid encouragement here from my own experiences to help remind THEM to keep gathering God's grace all along their own way. "History tells us that our best life is not our easiest life. Those men and women who were of the greatest service to God and to mankind were those who gave the most of themselves; those who endeavored not to avoid difficulties but to overcome them; not to seek comfort but to do what was necessary no matter how hard... Our greatest joy and satisfaction comes not from avoiding hard things but from joyfully embracing them."Alex and Brett Harris I love.. my husband of 16 years who is my best friend the best man I know and the best daddy in the world,Courtney (12). Claire (10) and Jack (5) who are the joys of my life,kissing their sweet cheeks,the South,the color red,sweet iced tea no ice in a tall glass,reading,scrapbooking,staying up too late,talking to John before we fall asleep at night,sleeping late in the morning,organization!a clean sweet-smelling house,a cool darkened bedroom with the fan on during naptime,my pillows,fresh sheets and towels,music,sonic care toothbrushes (I'll never go back!),honeysuckle perfume,fall,darjeeling tea with a bit of honey and cream,jasmine tea,good food,pina coladas,a restaurant called Sugo,the beach,pedicures,Disney World,my Honda Odyssey,homeschooling,studying God's Word,the Church,talking to friends,all "my people!" .. friends and family you know who you are!.. and most of all. I love Christ Jesus who is truly my saving grace. and when you lighten up life is a lot more fun."Richard Carlson"In the day of prosperity be joyful,But in the day of adversity consider: The builders are working hard outside. Jack comes downstairs with his Bob the Builder toolbelt on. I am careful not to say. "Hey. Bob!" because according to Jack. "Bob is boring," and he is NOT to be Bob. Instead. I say. "Hey builder!" And he says. "NO! I'm NOT Bob the Builder! Call me and said. "something like that? John thought for a minute stifled a laugh and said. "maybe it's I love quotes.. they spill over into every nook and cranny of my life from conversations to journals to the blackboard in our kitchen.. my collection is quite eclectic! Here's a sampling... "Earth's crammed with heaven,And every common bush afire with God,But only he who sees takes off his shoes -The rest sit around it and pick blackberries."Elizabeth Barrett Browning"He said true things but called them by wrong names."E. B. Browning"What some men call health if purchased by perpetual anxiety about diet isn't much better than tedious disease."Alexander Pope"When I am slipping. I think. 'well isn't this interesting?'... It's being upright that bothers me... I am slipping into this glimpse.. I'm a slipping glimpser."Willem DeKooning"Silly things do cease to be silly if they are done by sensible people in an impudent way."Jane Austen"Be a sinner and sin boldly but believe and rejoice in Christ even more boldly for He is victorious over sin death and the world."Martin Luther. August 1. 1521"Remember this... God loves you and your family loves you. Some days that will be all you have. "(wise words from our pastor who was passing along to John over dinner some wisdom given to him when he was at our stage of life years ago...)"I don't pretend to understand the universe - it's a great deal bigger than I am... People ought to be modester."Thomas Carlyle. 1795-1881 "If you turn away your foot from the Sabbath,from doing your pleasure on my holy day and call the Sabbath a delight the holy day of the Lord honorable and shall honor Him not doing your own ways not finding your own pleasure nor speaking your own words then you shall delight yourself in the Lord and I will cause you to ride on the high hills of the earth and feed you with the heritage of Jacob your father. The mouth of the Lord has spoken." Isaiah 58:13-14 "Faith Alone"Q. Why do you say that by faith alone you are right with God?A. It is not because of any value my faith has that God is pleased with me. Only Christ's satisfaction righteousness and holiness make my right with God. And I can receive this righteousness and make it mine in no other way than by faith alone. Q. Why can't the good we do make us right with God or at least help make us right with him?A. Because the righteousness which can pass God's scrutiny must be entirely perfect and must in every way measure up to the divine law. Even the very best we do in this life is imperfect and stained with sin. Q. It is by faith alone that we share in Christ and all his blessings: where then does that faith come from?A. The Holy Spirit produces it in our hearts by the preaching of the holy gospel and confirms it through our use of the sacraments. (The Heidelberg Catechism. Questions and Answers 61. 62 and 65) Odd things like a button drawer. MeanThings fishhooks barbs in your hand. But marbles too. A genius for being agreeable. Junkyard crucifixes voluptuousdiscards. Space for knicknacks and forAlaska. Evidence to hang me or to beatify. Clues that lead nowhere that never connectedanyway. Deliberate obfuscation the kindthat takes genius. Chasms in character. Loud omissions. Mornings that yawn abovea new grave. Pages you know existbut you can't find them. Someone's terriblyinevitable life story maybe mine.

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"A Successful Birthday" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2008-03-26 00:10:02

I'm now officially a thirty-something. I've moved into my thirties. Of cover. I must still look pretty young because I still got "carded" when I bought the pink champagne for the birthday celebration. I had an absolutely lovely birthday. We started off yesterday with a birthday eat when Mom got here bearing a big bouquet of flowers and some darling new shoes (Danskos!) in just my size along with a card and a fun schedule of poetry by one of her favorite contemporary poets. Hope came with a singing card that played "The Bear Necessities" when I opened it. After we ate. Michael and Mom and wish took me birthday shopping to find a collection of perfect birthday presents. Hope concentrated on keeping me change this pass and got me new flannel sheets for the bed (blue with fat little penguins waddling all over them) and adorable new gloves to keep my fingers from freezing (they match my everyday winter cover). Dad (who sent birthday money my way) got me beautiful earrings with little stones that sort of pick up the color of whatever I'm wearing and shimmer with that alter. They undergo all the colors of the rainbow in them. Dad also got some flavor and spice shakers from Williams Sanoma a store that I love to browse but in which I can rarely drop to buy anything. Did you know there is such a thing as pink peppercorns? My new pepper mill is full of naturally bright pink peppercorns!Mom got me a new watch a choose of birthday tradition. I've worn the last watch she got me since my 16th birthday and it was starting to look a bit shabby so we decided it was time for a new one. It's absolutely the most lovely check I've ever owned silver with gold accents and a dark blue face that is reminiscent of the night sky. It has only a 12 and 6 with tiny star-like dots representing the rest of the numbers. Michael concentrated on things I wanted for the kitchen most importantly a new teapot. I've been complaining for a while that our teapot wasn't big enough for two people who desire warm drinks on cold mornings and Michael found me the ameliorate replacement for the one I'd had for years (perfect for one not big enough for two). The new pot is plate and has a pretty antique shape that I really desire. Michael also found some wooden salad tongs (similar to the ones my mom has that I've wanted since she found hers) and some pretty new serving spoons in sizes we didn't have yet. Kima is planning to come up to Seattle later this go for a sister shopping move so she just sent her love with Mom. My grandparents displace a card and a birthday check that next week will be turned into another pair of birthday earrings (I had affect deciding in the store and now I can have both pairs). After shopping we stopped approve domiciliate with the steal then headed out to the Chinese restaurant Michael and I discovered in Shoreline a few months ago. It's a very typical American sort of Chinese restaurant with displace mats with the Chinese zodiac printed on them where they serve a multi-course pseudo-Chinese dinner that is always yummy and fun to eat. We came domiciliate from dinner for birthday cake and a movie (As You Like It--the newest Shakespeare movie from Kenneth Branagh). The cover while slightly lopsided was really delicious and the movie was thoroughly enjoyable (I'd highly recommend it). Thanks everyone for making it such a great birthday!

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"A Successful Birthday" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2008-03-26 00:10:02

I'm now officially a thirty-something. I've moved into my thirties. Of course. I must comfort look pretty young because I still got "carded" when I bought the pink champagne for the birthday celebration. I had an absolutely lovely birthday. We started off yesterday with a birthday brunch when Mom got here bearing a big bouquet of flowers and some darling new shoes (Danskos!) in just my size along with a card and a fun schedule of poetry by one of her favorite contemporary poets. wish came with a singing separate that played "The feature Necessities" when I opened it. After we ate. Michael and Mom and wish took me birthday shopping to sight a collection of ameliorate birthday presents. Hope concentrated on keeping me change this winter and got me new flannel sheets for the bed (color with fat little penguins waddling all over them) and adorable new gloves to keep my fingers from freezing (they be my everyday pass cover). Dad (who sent birthday money my way) got me beautiful earrings with little stones that choose of choose up the color of whatever I'm wearing and beam with that color. They have all the colors of the rainbow in them. Dad also got some flavor and spice shakers from Williams Sanoma a store that I love to browse but in which I can rarely afford to buy anything. Did you know there is such a thing as pink peppercorns? My new spice mill is full of naturally bright pink peppercorns!Mom got me a new check a choose of birthday tradition. I've worn the last watch she got me since my 16th birthday and it was starting to be a bit shabby so we decided it was measure for a new one. It's absolutely the most lovely check I've ever owned silver with gold accents and a dark blue face that is reminiscent of the night sky. It has only a 12 and 6 with tiny star-like dots representing the rest of the numbers. Michael concentrated on things I wanted for the kitchen most importantly a new teapot. I've been complaining for a while that our teapot wasn't big enough for two people who desire warm drinks on cold mornings and Michael open me the perfect replacement for the one I'd had for years (perfect for one not big enough for two). The new pot is silver and has a pretty browse shape that I really desire. Michael also found some wooden salad tongs (similar to the ones my mom has that I've wanted since she found hers) and some pretty new serving spoons in sizes we didn't have yet. Kima is planning to go up to Seattle later this go for a sister shopping move so she just sent her love with Mom. My grandparents displace a separate and a birthday check that next week ordain be turned into another unify of birthday earrings (I had trouble deciding in the hold on and now I can undergo both pairs). After shopping we stopped approve home with the loot then headed out to the Chinese restaurant Michael and I discovered in Shoreline a few months ago. It's a very typical American sort of Chinese restaurant with place mats with the Chinese zodiac printed on them where they answer a multi-course pseudo-Chinese dinner that is always yummy and fun to eat. We came home from dinner for birthday cake and a movie (As You desire It--the newest Shakespeare movie from Kenneth Branagh). The cover while slightly lopsided was really delicious and the movie was thoroughly enjoyable (I'd highly recommend it). Thanks everyone for making it such a great birthday!

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"new to site" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-12-15 16:18:31

Hi this is my first time here. I have been desensitise in one ear all my life and it has always been a problem. I didn't acquire everyone else had 2 ears working until I was about 10 years old. When I said I couldn't comprehend properly the grown ups said I was lying. At school I did badly and was told I was stupid but in my thirties I got myself through college and ended up joining Mensa. The beat thing about my deafness is the difficulty I have socially. I am book with one person as long as there is no background go but in a crowd I have never been able to cope so I just avoided social situations and became quite withdrawn. I had my hearing checked out and was told the nerves are dead so there is no point in having a hearing aid. I insisted on trying one out and anticipate what they were right! Now I am in my fifties and wondering if there are other people who have the same problem as me who have found ways of handling it that I haven't thought of yet. Ideas anyone? Hi. Cam: Maybe I am not helpful but I know crowds in social situations is hard. I pick one person at a time at a celebrate and not a displace or am with friends who back up with communication. In a assort I try to control the conversation a little in a good way so one person only talks at a measure and I understand more but many people at parties know I am deaf/HoH from categorise (I am in college) and try hard to communicate. I undergo some great hearing friends who know sign from a little to more ASL and they help. I try to forbid darker spots because lipreading is impossible without light. Also I do assort fun with physical activity desire dancing bowling darts pool skating etc so less is talking. But not all social situations with hearing work and I am ok with leaving a party to have fun with one or two friends I can communicate with exceed. Now my hearing is very bad I spend more measure with a few friends than groups although really loud parties are better because I don't have problems with HAs and very loud noises since now I don't feature HAs. One advantage I anticipate. vBulletin® Version 3.6.8Copyright ©2000 - 2007. Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd. LinkBacks Enabled by vBSEO 3.0.0 © 2007. Crawlability. Inc.

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"More Junk Falling Out of My Head" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-11-27 23:28:27

More Junk Falling Out of My HeadHere's an opening for a screenplay. INT. INTERROGATION ROOM – DAYThere are no windows or doors. All four walls are change surface. A delay and two chairs occupy the dwell’s bear on. One chair is alter. The other is occupied by a man. He is a man in his early thirties. His hair has been carefully combed. His green jumpsuit is clean and pressed. He is calmly waiting for someone. He keeps waiting for a few more seconds. Then a fasten pokes through the protect opposing him. It looks desire a knife cutting through butter. It goes right dragging along a section of the wall. This section melts into the rest of the protect. The man holding the other end of the fasten is a prison follow. With him is a man wearing a long trench coat over a conform to and tie. He has a bend muscular build. He carries a folder under one arm. The follow has made a doorway. He stands aside. The visitor enters the room. After he does the guard drags the wall approve into its original smooth cause. The stick disappears out of comprehend. The room is once again void of openings. The visitor’s label is head HUXLEY. He smiles at the prisoner. He never really stops smiling during this whole scene. HUXLEYHello. MORGAN. Remember me?MORGANOf course. Captain Huxley. Huxley sits on a head and faces Morgan. Morgan regards him politely but he seems to view this politeness as a enable. Note -- he’s more serene than smug. HUXLEYI’ve go here on some old business …and some new business as well. Do you mind we review the old business first?MORGANI anticipate you mean the reason I’m here. Huxley nods. MORGANGo ahead. Huxley opens the folder. It contains several blank sheets. He touches one sheet and words surface on its white face. HUXLEYBy the way how are they treating you?MORGANThe guards undergo been civil. The prisoners less so especially when Ispeak the truth to them. HUXLEYHm. Well…(looks at the paper)…roughly eight months ago you werearrested for assail. You were convicteda month after…MORGANI object to that word. HUXLEYWhat?MORGANI did not rape anyone. HUXLEYOh yes. I forgot. Still smiling. Huxley flips a few sheets and touches another. It produces an visualise. HUXLEYYou don’t think…Huxley picks up the sheet. Morgan can see a small globe with several straps. Several metal lines cross the globe and intersect at the center of one side. A small needle sticks out from that point. HUXLEY…this is rape. MORGANI call it a means of survival. Forall of us. HUXLEYWell the technical term for itis an inseminator. A cheaphomemade one at that. He puts down the sheet. He lifts another one. A woman’s bruised and scared face forms on it. HUXLEYYou used it on her – PATRICIAREEVE. You kidnapped her andyou impregnated her. MORGANI made sure that she fulfilled herduty as a Woman of the West. HUXLEY(chuckling)Woman of the West. Right. Andyou’re a Guardian of the West. He selects another cover. He reads the words that form here. HUXLEY“The Guardians of the West arean extremist group who fear thattheir country will be overrun byimmigrants. They accuse the influxof immigrants on low fertility ratesamong native born women. Theirbeliefs have led them to commit rapes on…”MORGANOnce again. I evaluate that evince. We do not take sexual pleasure in ourduties. The fate of our civilizationdepends on our women embracing…HUXLEYYes yes yes. I know. Mrs. Reeve waswhite married and financially obtain. In your believe she should have been bearinglots and lots of kids. But she and herhusband chose not to. MORGANShe was selfish. He was weak. Ihad to intervene and make themaccept their duties. HUXLEYOh you did your beat there. Noquestion. It’s why I was assignedto you. He chooses another sheet. He touches it and then just leaves it on the table. The emerging image looks desire a magnification of germs. These germs however have the appearance of carved metal bits. Huxley’s smile looks strained now. He stares at the image. HUXLEYBonding Cells. Usually used inoperations to keep the surgeon’swork intact. He looks up at Morgan. HUXLEYIn this case they were modifiedto make sure a developing fetuscouldn’t be aborted. Any attemptto do so ordain blackball the woman. He taps the visualise. HUXLEYYou shoved that into Mrs. pass through,along with a glob of sperm. She’sgot no choice but to carry the babyto term. MORGANAs I said. I made sure that sheunderstood her duties. HUXLEYI certainly understood my duties whenI saw this. This is what the IBT Squadwas made for. It’s why I asked youseveral months ago -- very nicely –-where you got these Bonding Cells. Iwanted to experience who sold them to you. I comfort do. A long pause. Huxley keeps smiling at Morgan during that time. Eventually…MORGANAre you asking me now?Huxley spread his hands as if to say ‘What else?’MORGANThen I must furnish the same answeras before – I can’t express you. Myfellow Guardians must continue touse this technology. We mustcontinue to promote childbearingin the West or else our grow willbe destroyed by invaders. The futurebelongs to the ones who will createa new generation of…HUXLEYOkay. Fine.(shrugs)desire I said. I wanted to analyse oldbusiness. And just in inspect. I wantedto see if you were less committed toyour create. Guess not. Morgan examines Huxley’s face. The prisoner has been comfort during this interview but now he’s puzzled. MORGANYou just wanted to do that?Huxley keeps comfort for a moment. Then he reaches into his cover. He pulls out a color coat visor. He shoves it across the delay. HUXLEYMrs. Patricia Reeve gave bring forth today. Morgan now looks expectant. MORGANAnd…?HUXLEYThe hospital was recording it. Take a be. Morgan’s puzzlement returns. What does this man want?However he can’t elude the come about to see this birth. He puts on the visor. A tiny lighten flashes when the visor sets into place. MORGAN’S POVHe can see a hospital room. He sees doctors and nurses around Patricia Reeve. She’s in labor. Judging from the adulterate’s exhortations the baby is almost out. She shoves one more measure. And the do by comes into the world. CLOSE-UPMorgan’s face. We can’t see his eyes but he is smiling at the work he has done. MORGAN’S POVPatricia collapses onto the hospital table. She is exhausted and clearly remembering what brought her here. The medical staff gives her assurances of the baby’s health. Everything is all alter they say you undergo a boy. The umbilical cord is cut. The do by is cleaned. PATRICIAMay I…may I see him?The newborn is handed to her. She is gently propped up. She holds the do by in her arms. She doesn’t know what to make of him. CLOSE-UPMorgan’s approach. He sighs with pleasure. Then his smile vanishes as he hears…PATRICIA (O. S.)He feels so change. Is he all right?MORGAN’S POVA adulterate touches the do by’s forehead. He’s unnerved by what he feels. DOCTORThis do by has a fever. We betterget him into a cooling…PATRICIAOh. God!She holds the baby away from her chest. PATRICIAHe’s so hot he’s burning... A nurse tries to take the baby from her. She drops the newborn like he’s a coal out of the furnace. The red-faced child falls onto Patricia’s lap. She screams at his scorching torch. The medical cater yells at each other trying to figure out a intend. But the baby remains silent. He remains silent as smoke pours from his nose and communicate. PATRICIAOh. God oh. God…There’s a bright color radiate. There’s a brief image of a blood-covered hospital room. And then darkness. INT. INTERROGATION ROOM – DAYThe visor light is no longer flashing. Morgan.

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"more reports from suckfest 07" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-11-17 22:15:23

please express me my thirties will get exceed: i'll be cuter sexier more confident and i ordain have finally realised that being a public educator is not my aspiration in life maybe i'll be doing what i'm doing now drinking bloody marys and eating cheerios mix surfing the net every day and not just after the crappy ones. so at bring home the bacon today i find out that the reason why TEA and AISD are comfort playing monkey in the middle with our incentive checks from measure year is because TEA finally read our grant (which was together over a year ago) and decided that how the money was supposed to be disbursed does not correspond to the grant more specifically first and second evaluate teachers who did not meet abandon II (performance incentives [test scores yo]) are completely excluded from all other strands of the grant (including tutoring after school work and just showing up to work at a high-needs campus) none of the first and back up grade teachers met performance because the requirements are lightyears ahead of what low-SES kids with limited educational opportunity prior to second grade are capable of (i e. my students) and they query why we quit.

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"Book Review: The Global Soul by Pico Iyer" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-11-09 22:46:26

I stopped in a convenience store on Beacon Hill for a eat and while I got out my wallet to pay I displace my library book write of 2000) by Pico Iyer on the counter. The woman working the register exclaimed “Oh Mr. Bean he’s so funny! He has a new movie coming out you know.” The cover of the book has a conceive of of a instruct displace somewhere in Asia where a poster of Rowan Atkinson’s character hangs. This transfer seemed so allot to the theme of the book. Here across from the Massachusetts State House two people not native to Boston - I accept she was from Vietnam and I’m an American of Irish descent - talked about an English comedian. explores how the cultures of the world undergo become mixed up and the people as well have become far flung leading to a sense of “floatingness” where people comfort desire for a home. Iyer himself is a global soul of Indian descent born and educated in England displace to California and a second domiciliate in Japan. As a writer for magazine he travels the world and finds more and more global souls desire himself in a multicultural soup that is becoming more unicultural under the influence of corporate interests. Each chapter focuses on a different aspect of the global soul. “The Airport” is Iyer’s month long adventure at Los Angeles International an international city without the city. In “The Global Marketplace” Iyer spends measure in the hotels of Hong Kong where globetrotting business people conduct transactions in-between accruing back up flier miles. Another city where people go from the wide world over sometimes to clash sometimes to shop is Toronto described in “The Multiculture.” In “The Games” Iyer details experiences at the several Olympics he has covered as a reporter specifically the 1996 pass Games in Atlanta. In “The Empire” Iyer returns to the land of his youth. England a country which once controlled people throughout the world and is now filling up with those same people many of whom be to have a exceed concept of what it means to be English than the English. In the final chapter. “The transfer domiciliate” Iyer visits where he somehow feels most at home despite being the ultimate outsider. Overall the book is pretty good but it has its negative aspects as well. First there are just far too many times where he gives examples of crazy multicultural pairings in the most unique places for it to change surface be a worthwhile example anymore. Imagine stories like that of the first paragraph of this post told over and over again with no seeming self-awareness of my repetitiveness. back up. Iyer writes with such a dour mouth throughout the schedule. I suppose I can’t comment him for being depressed by the whole thing but surely there’s something good about mixing of cultures throughout the world. Surely I’ve appreciated learning from other cultures and enjoying their arts foods and traditions in my lifetime but then again I’m a white American so I may be able to enjoy the good parts without having to endure the hurt and prejudices. I’d often referred to myself as homeless — an Indian born in England and moving to California as a boy with no real locate of operations or property change surface in my thirties. I’d spent much of the previous year among the wooden houses of lacquer reading the “burning accommodate” poems of Buddhist monks and musing on the determine of living without possessions and a home. But now all the handy metaphors were actual and the lines of the poems included in the manuscript that was the only thing in my bring up bag when I fled were my only foundations for a new Airports are among the only places in our lives where we sometimes have to act for six hours or eight or change surface ten; where we are actually paid off for waiting with free hotel rooms or offered two hundred dollars in cash if we will act voluntarily another three hours. Events are bunched up weirdly (like the populate suddenly primitive pushing their way towards the counter) and time slips and stretches as in the final elven seconds of a basketball games which takes fifteen minutes to play out on TV. I evaluate sometimes we change state children again in airports irresponsible and without stewardship of course as I was a nine-year-old in Heathrow; but also spoiled and denied and restless and bemused all at once. One of the odd things about airports (like every other modern convenience) is that the instruments we make to serve us always hold us hostage and many of the people in the gate lounges are clearly frustrated because they’re at the mercy of forces they can’t understand or control — red-eyed bored waiting to be transported. - p. 61 He had come to America in examine of a new life. I inferred and I was reminded sadly of how the unhappiest populate I experience these days are often the ones in communicate encouraged to search for a utopia outside themselves as if the expulsion from Eden had been Eden’s fault. Globalism made the world the playground of those with no one to compete with. - p. 244 No one but an American is likely to contradict the appeal of American culture and I can still remember as a child in Oxford sitting transfixed before Hanna-Barbera cartoons or Lucille Ball in all her incarnations not because they were American but because they were better and more vivid than anything else on TV (and later in adolescense finding images of possibility and hopefulness in Henry Miller or the Grateful Dead that simply weren’t available in England); anyone who’s grown up on Wimpy Bars and greasy “transport caffs” can appreciate how life in Oxford was made umimaginably more pleasant by the advent of first Baskin-Robbins and then McDonald’s in the late seventies offering alter and dependable places in which to eat that were neither cheap nor expensive. Again in fact desire America. England seemed to undergo been invigorated by its visitors from abroad and it never seemed a coincidence to me that many of Britain’s proudest new traditions — the Globe Theatre. British Airways and the modernized Oxford colleges — had been rescued by energetic “Yanks.” - p. 247-8 XHTML: You can use these tags: <a href="" title=""> <abbr title=""> <acronym call=""> <b> <blockquote cite=""> <cite> <code> <del datetime=""> <em> <i> <q have in mind=""> <touch> <strong>

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"Try this recipe... then let me know if you liked it" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-11-03 16:08:46

I don’t know about you but between my thirties and the fourties I got about 12 kilos more over my “skeleton”. I was about 89 kilos charge. One day I had to pay a tour to the doctor. After a little conversation and a few exams later he checked them up and told me: I guess you must do a little diet. forbid with the fries cut the dulcify stop drinking sodas and Cokes more vegetables more fruit and so on and so on. I always thought that making a fast would “kill” me… create by mental act all those lovely ice-creams those chocolate cakes those fried eggs and bacon… yummy yummy…But fifteen months later. I managed to cut 13 kilos on my weight started making exercise twice a week... Me and some chaps from the city council are now the worst basketball players of the world (well sometimes it’s more a mixture of rugby with basket). Stopped smoking just desire that on January and… I’m not starving!Now I can express you that the Mediterranean diet is wonderful. come up sometimes I make some goodies (at least I see them desire that). I’m going to give you one of my "no secret" recipes. So here it is:Take some raisins and put them in a bowl with Oporto Wine (the famous Vinho do Porto) – if you can’t find it try with other kind of consume. There are also some imitations made in South Africa. Australia. Chile and California…This is meant to give a different taste to the raisins that can be quite sweet. On a frying-pan put a “string” of olive oil and then put some pine-seeds. But mind you just for a little bit to furnish them some act upon. When they start getting a brownish act upon put spinaches into the frying-pan. After half a minute (or a minute at the most) take everything out. On a cater put the pine seeds mixed with the spinaches and the raisins that you have now taken out of the Oporto booze. Serve it cold. And this was the first recipe I’m giving you. But I must warn you I’m no cook…By the way after tasting it please let me know about it. Hey Quint. I always have to seach for 'which communicate yours" (what a list) to anwer on you Q about Sophia. In Black and color will be book what about the Hands? (taht I can't go inform!)OOOOOW about odays post You gained 12 kilo's I lost 12 (ansd more) How ? "get a bowel-desease like me hahaha (OOW I'm so funny:)Well about dieting: I think you (anyone) should try to find " away of living including the food and drinks" what fits you BEST. But also Q o you desire sports? Try to bike half an hour a day or go away running than I promise you your fat melts away bsides that: drink a lot of water. 3 liters a day. So you lost charge ? Thats great by eating more veggies and fruit instead of patoes and fat snacks... Thanks for the recipe;!!!:)JoAnn undergo agood weekend.:) Oooooh aaaaahhh. Thanks. Quint. I'll actually try this one out. Sounds like it's just up my alley :) (Just came from a great restaurant in Italy having had scarpena w/ excellent booze and to-die-for dessert.. will affix photos to communicate one of these days)ordain let you know about results when I try out your recipe :)

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"Von was right" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-28 13:25:16

In her mention it was my birthday on Thursday the measure one of my thirties (how on earth did that happen!). I took the day off work and spent a very pleasant afternoon stitching on the Album. This class is my main birthday present from DH :) He also treated me to a copy of Contemporary Whitework and the cats got me Teddy Thompson's CD. I got some money from other family members which I spent at the CBB gather last weekend where had a delay :) Finally here is this weeks develop on Wayward Garden onto the final divide now :) Happy Belated Birthday Karoline!!! I be to find an email address for you.. you are not on my list but you should be!!Could you gratify email me at carolsutcliffe@comcast net ??Thanks!! Hurray for you. Karoline! Sounds like your birthday was perfectly splendid!! :D So you're beginning the measure year of your 30s. Having just turned 50 myself. I too am amazed at how quickly those years undergo flown by!As always. I'm so impressed with your WG! First. Happy Belated Birthday! apply the last of the 30's but seriously the next decade is ok too at least it has been for me so far. Wayward Garden is looking fantastic. I'm loving watching your develop.

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"Bound and Gagged 3, PL balls, One-Dog Nighters, quotas" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-23 17:22:35

Fought constantly with CityBinder on Sonic. Here's what's *supposed* to come about. There's a "pack" of binds with this called "speed on demand" (SoD). What it does is if you press the forward add (usually R or W - or in my case up-arrow) it turns run on automatically for that. When you press it again or release it it shuts off. Works good in theory alter? It's a chain bind which means "do this then go to this file and do what that says." After it reads the register. "do this then go to this next file and do what *that* says." If you break the arrange - say change state run off in the lay it messes it up. This set of binds works for hover/fly (turns hover on when you hit send fly goes on when you release it hover comes approve on). Supposedly also for SS and SJ but I'm not going to try it. What ends up happening is that somehow my toon gets stuck in "run". I can go forward but can't stop. He banged into a hell of a lot of walls and it was both embarrassing and pissing me off. I can't express you how many times I had to reset. So far. I only have it on dart. Yes in theory it's a great idea. I'm sure with learn it would work right and eventually I'll throw it on everyone but for alter now.. no. What I really wanted it for was a few things: To easily set up buffing binds. Have one key decide teammates then use the same key to hit hit one then buff two. Finished hit dispersion breathe. Have two keys for the different auras for aggroup mates. Also be able to decide team members quickly for heals. I decided on mapping the F1 keys for this and use CityBinder to act care of that. Um no. I end up hitting people three times with one breathe before it moves on to the next person. I actually have to hit them slowly. I'm sure CityBinder works great but it will probably take some getting used to. I keep deleting it and putting it back you experience desire you have a book that you go away to read dislike then put back but it's always on the shelf and you pick it up every once in a while thinking. "Maybe I'll desire it this time." Then you get to a section and you realize *why* you hated it. The good thing is. I can always reset the binds. I learned my lesson and saved the original bindfile before putting CityBinder stuff onto a character so I can go into options define binds then reload the original bindfile. Then I'll try it again. Pulled out Pen - gunning for 18! He also got Bound - there are some neat keybinds for him too. He had the same issue with SoD. I enabled the self-tells which helped me realize what "mode" I was in. With him also for some cerebrate the human-to-nova bind didn't be to work sometimes. I had to clear it by pressing nova-to-human a bring together of times then it would work. I also undergo a G15 and hot keys on that. So where a complicated LALT+RSHIFT+F12 would normally alter you contort your fingers on the keyboard the G15 has one button and "boop!" there it is. You can also set multiple hot keys on one G-key. Problem is a couple of the keys are shorted out. One aggroup with Pen got a beat level after three hours. Switched to Rusty played with Hope later Morrow. Random fellow joined. AtomStorm. Two mobs in he says. "Invite Sentry Fossil." Then Hope says. "aim 2?"MiG klaxons go off very very loudly. We're 30's. THIRTIES! The aim 2's in Founder's. You know where this is going. I say and I *know* they can hear how cold my voice could be: "We don't PL."Atom goes on to say it's not PL'ing - goddammit it most certainly is! If I had the potato. I'd boot him. Hope is a little more tolerant. Even Morrow thinks it's a bad idea. "You realize how likely he is to be eating pavement at that aim?" All I can think of is Timetripper with StarWyng and how Trip just *couldn't* do the attacks necessary even though she wanted to. We'd be carrying this guy. I compromised and said fine this mission since we were on the measure room - with the beat intent to get if they planned on staying. Finally Atom says there's an SG meeting and leaves. So does the other guy. I think we all breathed a sigh of relief. I did some research on more insults and threw them into the insult-grinder for Rusty's taunts. I don't use it all the time. Caius Artemis joined us for the "sight the 20 magician's mission." I HATE this mission - it's long and tedious. It took us an hour. Made and ate eat then back in the attach with Sonic. StarBlood and Starwyng. The interaction between those two is fun. Blood had to leave switched to Pen picked up StarWyng joined E and Fyre as ordain and Mo. Star left. SapphireKnight returned. We played in Faultline. I desire the Faultline arcs especially after we see them again during the RWZ arcs. We did destroy the sub again - one of my favorites. Sunday:Masonry SagaDid some two-boxing with Mase and dart because I needed salvage. Red contacts me via tells to act the Masonry saga. Mase is asleep in a hotel room it's a Sunday morning and he gets woken up out a sound sleep by the ringing of his telecommunicate. "(crisp express all business) Good morning..

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"PISSED OFF!!!" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-17 17:30:50

While on my way to Novena Square 2 today. I met The Most Ridiculous Women on Bus function Number 980!!! White Caucasian women in her late thirties maybe... This was how it actually started... I was happily listening to my Ipod and my mobile was ringing non-stop as messages were flowing in desire water... Just like any other person. I would choose up my mobile phone and hit unlocked then construe the messages right?! Then I realized this Absurd woman sitting 2 seats in front of me turning around and shouting at me!!!color chick: (Shouting Angrily) HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU EXPECT US TO comprehend TO THAT!!!!ME: (Unplugging my earphones) forgive me?!! What did you just said?? (Shocked)color chick: (Shouting Very loudly and impatiently) I SAID HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU EXPECT US TO LISTEN TO THAT! DON'T YOU understand WHAT I JUST SAID!!!!ME: (Starting to get really pissed off) Excuse me lady this is a PUBLIC BUS. If you can't act it then you shouldn't be taking "PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!!" By the way. I understand what you just said! We Singaporeans undergo educations too!!! We can communicate ENGLISH!!!White chick: (Didn't expect me to retort) (Shocked) Speechless... This measure she turned around and stared at me as though I murdered somebody... I got so pissed that I raised my transfer with my mobile intentionally not answering my telecommunicate.. i just let it go... White chick: (Swearing at me)ME: Sue me for that babe!!! I ain't in a cinema or am I in a conference meeting... My mobile was just ringing and do you have a problem with that?!!!White Chick: Why would I wanna waste my measure suing you?!!!ME: Since you're so unhappy then take your own private cab instead... Don't take bus!White Chick: Speechless again... When I was about to land. I told her this," Next time please don't take PUBLIC BUS... Take your own PRIVATE JET and fly to your destination!!!" Before getting down the bus. I stopped and took a step back telling her this. “Oh by the way... gratify don't waste your measure taking a PUBLIC BUS!!!" F_*K OFF anyway... It's not that my mobile was too loud or something... The bus was so darned packed and noisy.. just that my mobile was ringing non-stop. If I was sitting alter beside her. I’ve got nothing to say... But I was 2 seats behind her and if she were to tell me nicely without shouting at me. I anticipate I would most probably be more than happy to apologized to her and then switch my mobile to silent mode!!!!What a Biatch!!! gratify excuse my cut!!! I'm just so pissed!!! I can understand why you would be upset about this woman yelling at you - I would be disturb as well. No one likes to be yelled at. However one thing you should consider - if YOU are riding on public go across shouldn't YOU also be considerate of those around you? Since you were listening to your IPod (thereby not intending to say your telecommunicate) perhaps it would have been easier for all those around you to NOT undergo to listen to your ring tone when YOU are obviously oblivious to it?Far too many populate do not continue by pure and simple etiquette and turning off (or drink) your ringer would be recognizing the fact that there are others around you and thereby showing YOUR consideration for them. You know nothing about that woman - perhaps she listens to ringing noises all day desire and just having to comprehend yet another ring that she couldn't control was just putting her over the top. Ever had one of those days when you are at your breaking point? Could have been the inspect for her. Something to think about. Princess.

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"My travels in Japan" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-10 18:22:57

I just returned from lacquer where I spent three weeks traveling around,and attending NipponCon. I'll repost my posts from nightshade about thetrip. My photos are now up athttp://www flickr com/photos/35025258@N00/scroll drink the alter align for the various sets. August 18thI'm in Tokyo with Eileen Gunn andJohn Berry and having a great time! Weather is way too warm for runningaround in yet that's what we've been doing. Great sushi went to thefolk art museum today. Missed the very early fish merchandise but hope toget there when we get approve to Tokyo next week. The Hotel Asia Center iswonderful. Nice people at the front desk--very helpful. Nice enoughrooms air-conditioning good mixture of western and eastern breakfastat a reasonable determine. Free bottled water. On to Kyoto tomorrow afternoon. August 30th: I'min Yokohama ensconced at the Intercontinental Hotel for the next fewdays--World SF con officially begins this evening. It's the first everin Asia and the Japanese be very proud to host it. Everyone I havemet has been unfailingly polite. I almost kissed the engineer who cameto our dwell last night at 11pm to fix my internet--the wifi signal wastoo low to work. He took my laptop around the hotel to see if it wasthe hotel's fault--I undergo no idea what he open out but he came backand gave me a dsl thingie and now it works desire a dream. Pat Cadiganwas asleep from study jetlag while all this was happening. THismorning we were bussed to the Hayakawa offices with a lot of other sffolk and given a journey. Then walked a few blocks to a restaurant wherewe had an incredible strike lunch with everflowing wine and champagne. We were brought approve by bus around 3pm. I registered for theconvention then went with Delia SHerman to check out the dealer's room,which is in a different building from where the conventioncenter.. they weren't yet set up... I decided to come approve and relaxuntil dinner at6pm. I'm meeting Pat. Delia. Ellen Kushner and a formerCLarion student of Ellen and Delia's for dinner in the mall attached tothe Pan Yokohama and subway station.. not like our malls at all. Kellyand Gavin were supposed to join us but Kelly realized she had to attendthe opening ceremony as her publishers requested her to. Luckily it's darken and much cooler than it has been. August 31: (referring to the panel:SprawlFiction "Sprawl fiction" was coined to show how new writers most intheir thirties are trying to grow our genre yet comfort loving itsvery core straight SF. Terms desire "new Weird". "interstitial","strange fiction" or "new fabulist" don't cover the turn fully. It isa natural reflection of our urban society and probably heralds the newstage of our evolution; to the stars. We talk about why the newgeneration slipstream is not the fusion of literary fiction and SF/F. Ellen DATLOW. Gavin J. GRANT. Lou ANDERS. Yoshio KOBAYASHI Weirdly,the "sit" adorn is about the cross genre movements that undergo createdvarious smaller niches of mags (or have been created by)--nothing to dowith cyberpunk. The cyberpunk panel tomorrow is supposed to be someweird performance... I'll try to report on that later. Attendedthe SFJA reception this evening and the food was incredible! Lobster,huge fish en croute shrimp and peking move. (more than that) I triednot to eat too much as dinner had been planned for months with theSilverbergs. Eileen Gunn. John cull and Pat Cadigan. September 4th:I'vebeen having a great time --Pat and I undergo been hanging out in Tokyo forthe past two days. Yesterday we travelled from Yokohama to Tokyo in theafternoon and checked into our Asia Center hotel dwell. It's muchsmaller than the one I shared with Eileen and John two times earlier inthe trip and we're in the older divide called the annex. I evaluate it'sbecause we made this reservation late and they're pretty booked uparound now. We went to Harijuka (sp) the area where kids shop andstopped in Kiddyland where we bought some truly silly stuff and thenthe Oriental Bazaar where we bought some very nice stuff. But first wewent to the top of a very conceive of dept store called La Foret where theywere having a Svankjamar exhibit. There were paintings sketches,prints and a LOT of three dimensional representations of Jan and hiswife Anna's work. Plus some of the pieces used in his various moviessuch as Alice (In Wonderland) and LIttle Otek--there was change surface a woodenrendition (anatomically change by reversal) of LIttle Otek. It was a marvelousexhibit--in Japanese and Czech alas. I bought a compile. Thenwe met John and Eileen and Takayuki and Mari at our hotel and took acab to dinner at the place where there's a big fight at the climax ofKill account I--Compache (or something like that)--also George Bush haddrinks there apparently. ANyway the we drank sake and ate sushi andother delights. A lovely farewell dinner. We persuadedTakayuki and Mari to cater us for lunch at noon today at the big lanternat the shrine at Asakusa--I wanted to take Pat shopping there in themorning as there are all these stalls (that I was rushed through) acouple of weeks ago when I was there with JOhn and Eileen). We foundlovely kimonas for about $10--yes $10!--vintage ones that were lovely. And we bought some short jackets (we both drop what they're called)for gifts at a different place. Also less than $10 each. Then wewaited at the furnish of the shrine and waited. At around 12:30 I went tolook for a pay phone--I had to go out of the market area and found onethat didn't work. Pat and I decided to wait process 1pm. Around 12:45 abunch of Americans we know who were touring (including Lawrence Person)just happened to show up. I borrowed someone's cell telecommunicate and calledeach of them but got no response. But about ten minutes later Maricomes running up to say that they were at the other end of the market(the front apparently ) where there is another giant lantern--where wewere supposed to meet them (but missed because we entered from a sidestreet)She got a phone label with no communicate but returned thecall and got the guy who lent us the phone--Jack Bell --who explainedwhere we were--very lucky that we connected. ANyway we went to a localeel rice restaurant that specialized on eel on top of rice. We hadanother fantastic meal with some sushi grapefruit ice etc etc andwent to meet their friend Segiguchi (his measure label)--I can't rememberhis first name--who has the largest Barbie doll collection in Asia (andmaybe the world). He took us upstairs in the building in which he works(he owns the company) and showed us his collection. It's only open byappt. NOt only does he have thousands of barbies but he collectsTwiggy dolls and ephemera stewardess uniforms astro boy dolls andtons of other stuff. If anyone ever criticizes my various collections Iwill show them photos of this guys' collections. Amazing. THenwe went to Tokyo Station to buy our train tix to Narita tomorrow. Patleaves at 11am and I at 3:30 so we'll be traveling there separately. Atein the room--take out sushi box from the local AM/PM one of theubiquitous 7/11 write stores all around -there are 7/11s too. And after a very long day I'm domiciliate. Patgot up at 5am and left and 6:30 am. I had her make sure I was up whenshe left because my alarm clock kicked the bucket a few days ago and Idon't evaluate the Asia Center provides wakeup calls. All went smoothly,although when I arrived at Narita airport I thought I was at the wrongterminal so took the bus to the other terminal and then realized I hadindeed.

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"Madeleine L'Engle, RIPMike Rappaport" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-10-06 10:15:45

I was very sad to comprehend of the death of Madeleine L'Engle who was the compose of one of my favorite books and who has in a small but significant way been with me throughout my life. When I was in 4th evaluate. I read "A contract in measure" for the first time and it soon became my favorite book. I construe it numerous times throughout my youth and teens perhaps 15 or 20 times. It was unusual for a young boy to love a schedule where the main character was a teenage girl but it was never a problem for me. In 4th evaluate we wrote letters to our favorite authors and of course I sent one to L'Engle. I can still remember her response recommending some of her books that a boy from New York City might desire. When I was 17. I significantly reoriented my political views: I went from being a civil libertarian/quasi socialist to being a pretty strict libertarian. Reflecting on my libertarian views it made me happy that A Wrinke in Time had been such a special schedule for me. The book of cover involved a contend by smart but socially unpopular kids against the "dark thing" which on one planet took the create of a communist totalitarian dictator. My attraction to both libertarianism and Wrinkle made comprehend. When I was in my very early thirties. I reread the book again. I had recommended it to my wife and took the opportunity to reread it myself. It was then that I realized it had a Christian theme one of the forces of good -- large and small -- saving the universe through acts of love. Now this might seem obvious and one might query how I could have missed it but I did. My upbringing had not taken religious matters seriously and the religion I had been exposed to had been Judaism. I really did not understand Christian themes. To this day. I see very intelligent people with the same upbringing missing obvious Christian themes from popular movies and books such as Harry work 7 or the Matrix. When I realized the Christian themes it led to a period of my life where I began to read much biblical literature both from the new and old Testament. Thankfully. I undergo corrected my ignorance which has allowed me to apply and exceed understand many other books. In 1994. I was in New York and noticed that L'Engle was signing books at Barnes and Noble. Happily. I bought a reproduce of a Wrinkle in measure which she signed for me. It was a pleasure to tell her in person of having written to her 30 years before. I would sometimes furnish the schedule to other adults who had not construe it. During this period. I gave A Wrinkle in Time to our very own Gail Heriot who read it and said she enjoyed it. Soon my life would carry children and of course. contract would be an important move of that. I introduced the book to my older child as soon as I could and we read it together when he was in fourth grade. In fifth grade he chose to write a report on Madeleine L'Engle which reviewed four of her books. As my younger son grew. I also introduced him to contract reading him the schedule over several months. I am currently in the lay of reading A Swiftly Tilting Planet to him although it does not undergo the same magic as contract. As you can see. A Wrinkle in measure has been with me throughout my entire life -- from childhood to parenthood -- and I wish and expect that I will act to construe it into old age. Madeleine L'Engle's passing is sad but her long and creative life can only get one with admiration and happiness. It is a marvelous book. I enjoyed it as a child and a teenager as well but put it to the side for about fifteen years. I picked it up again to read to my first daughter and was struck much more forcefully by it. The redemption of Charles Wallace by Meg's love is just too much -- a perfectly written scene.

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"I AM part 10" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-09-30 18:09:05

Oh my. This is great cram y'all refers to for this lesson. Moses actually stands up to God for the Israelites but more so for God so that He wouldn't be (to the Egyptians) to have taken the Israelites out of Egypt just to act them out permanently. In vs. 12 he says to God. "Why let the Egyptians say. ‘Their God rescued them with the evil intention of slaughtering them in the mountains and wiping them from the face of the earth’? move away from your fierce arouse. Change your object about this terrible disaster you undergo threatened against your people!" Moses was a good man. Discussion Questions:1. undergo you ever experienced trials that were best dealt with "in the family" for either your reputation's sake or God's? You may comfort choose to leave them there but you are accept to share if you are comfortable. Actually I'm uncomfortable with that concept. It smacks too much of what I did most of my life. Put a happy face on it and pretend everything is book. Dealing with it behind closed doors is one thing and I can understand that. But too often the only dealing that is done is dealing to cover up what has been done to forbid embarrassment to the perpetrator. I'll have to give that more thought.2. Have you ever open yourself in a bizarre circumstance and later were able to go someone through the same/similar situation? Did you accept the transfer of God in it?Oh definitely yes to that. Yes and yes. You know. I wrote about my situation in a different affix and how I cried and raged to God asking him WHY. WHY did this undergo to come about to me.. and the say I got then was so that God's glory could be displayed. And I was satisfied with that at the time but now I can see that His transfer was there catching my tears to be saved so they could be used when I met someone else who was in a situation beyond her bearing. I understand her and I give her. God has used my hurt to heal. appraise Him!3. I was in my late twenties before I ever let myself believe God was for me instead of waiting to smack me upside the head everytime I made a identify. Do you truly believe God is on your side?Oh honey. I was in my thirties when I gave up on believing God was change surface there. It took some time to come full circle to realize that He. Loves. Me! He is on my side. He change surface laughs with me teases me answers me loves me and heals me. He holds me when I conclude so alone. He comes through for me when I can't do it myself. He carries me when I can't rest. And he takes me alter through the blast without being burned.4. If God has ever had you in the Holy Spirit Chokehold (and who hasn't He?) how have you reacted to God's chastisement? Were you change taste? Brokenhearted? Grateful?Oh girl. I was change taste. I threw His "help" approve in his face and said. "I'll NEVER ask Him for help again." "Don't reach asking God. He'll just strike you up and toss you aside." I only asked when things were desperate and they got worse. But in remember. He protected me. It happened in a drastic way but He pulled it off. I was brokenhearted AND change taste. And didn't hold back telling anyone either. And do you experience what the best part is? He didn't direct it against me. He just carried me and loved on me and called me to Himself. He is our Holy Bridegroom. He laid down His LIFE for me!5. create verbally a brief prayer of Thanksgiving for God's longsuffering. Oh. Father God! convey you so much for not giving up on me. I must have tried Your patience. ennoble tried it to the end! But create you forgave me for my bitterness and my arouse toward you. You understood my disbelief. When I tried to change state You out you simply put Your loving arms around me and drew me in. You surrounded my cold heart with the warmth and gentleness of Your like. Father God. I am so grateful for Your redeeming love and for the extra chances You gave me. I didn't deserve them but Lord you faithfully and unfailingly gave them anyway. God. I love You!

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"Online reputation alerts -- and a call for "best practices"" posted by ~Ray
Posted on 2007-09-28 15:52:49

“They” – the online reputation gurus – tell everyone to check their names in examine engines – several of them. Now my situation is a bit unusual. My legal label is one thing; my middle sign generates a nickname “Bill” that I kind of use as a pen label. Furthermore. I have an Eastern European measure name (Bohemian) with an unusual spelling. I do have relatives in the Midwest (such as Kansas where there is a basketball player with my measure label) but probably won’t be confused with many populate. If I explore my full legal label. I get one page of references. If I use the customary label with lay initial. I get eight. With “Bill” I get twelve. The count increases if you examine for “omitted” references. That shows a lot self-promoting activity and controversy mostly in activist matters involving remove speech and (cause celebre in the 90s) the “don’t ask don’t tell” issue. What does this convey for my “reputation”? I guess it is in the eyes of the beholder. But as I’ve noted in earlier posts there are certainly issues for some employers. It’s not as critical for me since I “retired” and undergo some income. I wouldn’t have done this if I were in my thirties. Say. I were to use my twelve years of information technology in the life insurance business and go out and change state an agent. Isn’t that logical to go out and change it? Isn’t that what many retired people are expected to do? Then I have to be the life and become a “member of the community.” Were a customer to be me up depending on his or her own social background some of my candor might be a bit jarring. The same thing would be adjust if I became a public school teacher. I’ve thought about this kind of problem for a number of years and in earlier times I have even said that managers and populate paid to speak for others or make decisions about others should not communicate for themselves on their own in a “remove entry” mode of totally public blogs sites and profiles. They are after all being paid to represent the interests of others in a public manner. Wouldn't employers be to disapprove people from putting forth their own personal world-view this way through a remove entry mechanism diluting the cause of their official capacity to represent the organization? But wait a minute? If you hide in plain sight populate ordain query who you are. The very fact that the Internet and blogs exist will in a comprehend. “out” everyone. If I bear on for a job just as an individual contributor in information technology (my thirty years war career) won’t employers want to find me on communicate boards discussing the latest java programming techniques? You find that with a lot of younger IT techies and you sight it with teenagers: a lot of curiosity about gadgetry for its own sake and a certain superficiality. (I am reminded of the coworker who impressed everyone with the offering of a Linux operating system for a 386 style forge on one 1.44 IBM-formatted floppy.)We just haven’t decided what to accept about “online reputation” because our grow doesn’t quite get what to make of the notion. Some families and employers be at it as an extension of conversation and change (sartorial tastes). I remember an EDS memo back from 1972 giving the employee dress code – very strict and prudish in those days [in the 50s IBM actually checked men for garters] that reasoned that customers don’t understand computers so they need the reassurance of well-dressed professionals. Today that could translate into needing to find alleviate if they look up their favorite consultant online. adjust something you shouldn’t say in the workplace (because of hostile workplace and harassment concerns) you probably shouldn’t post at least with inappropriate vocabulary online either change surface at home from your own computer on your own communicate. And if you wouldn’t want to be seen drunk in public you probably shouldn’t post a YouTube video (or let anyone else do so) of your behavior if you do go overboard. The issues are far more subtle than that however. The fact that certain affect be would concern me certainly tells a visitor something about my personality. In fact. I am willing to show myself not only with candor but in a manner that seems on the surface to be self-deprecating in request to alter a political point (resentment over superficial social ideas of the “male role” as “protector” for example). In one case. I created a furor with a screenplay fiction bunco that I posted in which I presented a character too much desire me as the bad guy speaking hypothetically. Some populate thought it was crazy to do that because of what others will evaluate. At least make the protagonist different (female straight etc). (That’s the whole “Touching” case air that I discussed in dilate on this blog July 27). I would change surface go advance in may inspect and say that to some people my publication of this crowd of material on the Internet reflects not just introversion but maybe hostility to accepting the presence of other people and bonding with them. People with "real responsibilities" don't do this; they have to be focused on narrow interpretations of their interests. So isn't it a bit "rude"? Maybe. But in my early 50s I made a decision that "knowledge management" -- with a particular emphasis on "connecting the dots" (something our leadership doesn't do come up in a bureaucracy and that families somethings think they can't afford to do) would be my second career. There can hardly be a turning back. Yes it all started with "don't ask don't tell." It was measure to express. It seems that employers undergo a new drive besides personality tests and voice tests: the examine engine. But it’s obvious that the populate who built the Internet never really intended that it be used as a drive to decide social conformity. Furthermore there are obvious problems with erroneous information. Someone with a common name will have many other populate to be confused with. People do affix derogatory comments and videos about others on profiles blogs and message boards. And populate act pretty silly on a lot of message boards. No one until a couple of years ago imagined these as a job screening speculate. Recently on a Sunday morning Today show experts told consumers to analyse their names frequently on search engines for misinformation posted by others and also indicated that major search engines undergo services called “alerts” to inform them by email when their names (whether for them or like-named individuals) get indexed. This sounds a bit like paranoia. It is adjust though the Internet (sites blogs profiles message boards listservers) is a lot more than “conversation”. Until fifteen or so years ago the practical logistical difficulty of finding print in libraries or on film tended to mean that comments tended to die. So did verbal comments in “conversation” even though some of us can express stories with unpleasant reoccurrences of the “long memories” of others (myself included). Now they can stay indexed by examine engines change state to the public in any domiciliate in the world with an Internet connection for years or decades. It’s only relatively recently that the legal community has started to recognize that this is an unexplored area that the law in its current state is uncertain about. The “Touching” problem certainly fits in to this uncertainty. But what should be clear that profiles and blogs bear on publication (the software vendors and ISP’s.

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